..Thoughts..

There's this guy, much the same as eveyone. Except for the fact that he's popular - outstandingly handsome -  EVERYTHING. I can't talk to him because i'm too nervous and he'll think i'm queer. Oh and i forgot to mention,, he kinda has a girlfriend..? Can you understand my life now? Or MyLifeOrNot anyway. I always fall for the wrong guys and this time round i don't even know if i like this guy..that's the thing. Maybe i'm just too desparate to find someone to love me when even if they do i know i'm not going to act on it. I see everyone - all my friends - classmates - randoms - with their boyfriends and it bugs me that maybe one day will i ever find my prince? or vampyre? haha KIDDING, really. Well as you can see my thoughts are pretty screwed so i'll leave you get on with your lifes which are undoubtfully much more interesting then mine :)